So it's been quite a while since i have visited my fancy-shmancy blog! A lot has happened since... uh.... (checks last post date) HA! December 9th. pssshhaaa!! So. this may take a while. might have to write a few blogs.
So my 2011 started off a bit rough. January 3rd, i kicked shawn out with police escort. I started going to a counselor. I won't give you the details. But, domestic violence is nothing to mess with. It screwed me up bad. I was definately in denial for a long time. But anyways. I started taking baby steps to getting my life back together. MUCH MUCH MUCH harder said than done. I'm still gettin my bearings. But while i was getting everything together, this amazing man from my past came into the picture again. Casey Ray Edens.
Casey and I went to high school together. We met in the summer before my Junior year of high school. We had summer school P.E. together (June 2005). I thought he was a cutie. But i never said anything about it, and apparently he had a HUGE crush on me. (I found out later) And now 6 years later we are dating. He is amazing. I love him with all my heart. He loves me, and he loves the kids. One downfall is that is he overseas but I know he is safe, so I have that benefit.
He came down in August for two weeks. I picked him up from the airport. I was soooo nervous but so excited. I got all prettied up to see him, and got there a little early so i made sure i wouldn't miss him walking out from the terminal exit. So, i got there, and there's a waiting area to watch for your friends and family to come out the exit doors, and it felt like an eternity just waiting for him. I was afraid i would miss him. But lo and behold, there he was , all 6'2'' hottness of him. I watched him walking looking around, and i kind of walked to the side of him and slowly moved in front of him. When i got right in front of him, we just looked at eachother. Then without saying anything, we had the most AMAZING first kiss EVER! -sighs- i melt every time just thinking about it. It was so sweet and so tender. There was tons of people around us, but it seemed like no one else existed at that moment. It was PERFECT.
After we left the airport, our first stop was Taco Bell. Casey can only get Taco Bell in Aviano, Italy which is quite a ways drive from where he is right now in Slovenia. Then from Taco Bell we started our hour drive back to Ontario, OR to stop at Walmart for stuff and then home. Once we were home, our amazing two weeks began. There's so much to say about those two weeks that I can't blog them. Too many amazing things to even try to describe in a blog. But definately, after those couple weeks, i knew he was perfect. I love that man.
So, at the end of two weeks, i took him back to the airport. Hardest thing EVER. Lets just say, I was a wreck. Anyways. It's been 2 months since then and we are still going strong. I miss him more than ever but i know i will see him again soon.
In the past two months since Casey left, i have been determined to make some changes. I wanted to feel like my real self again. Get my confidence back and feel good about life. So, i got a job. And.... well.... I LOVE IT. I work for Vector Marketing, selling Cutco products, and it's amazing. I dont know if i do it because i LOVE the products, or just because i love my co-workers. Its a mixture of both, but i love the way it makes me feel. It makes me feel important. A lot of jobs, you're just another employee. This one makes me feel like i'm a part of a team. It's amazing. I have so much more confidence and i'm happier, and i love what i do.
I just found out today I am in the top 10 of the reps in the office, and i just started. so i'm feeeeeeeling good!
So that's all for now. At the top is a pic of my wonderful boyfriend and I. =)
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